So, I'm sitting at a net kiosk, right near my soon to be 'old' work and I'm having a bit of a panic attack. Today hasn't been so great. I know I said I was aiming for the whole 'Optimism' thing, but I've kicked that habit since yesterday evening. Work is the same as it's always been, they shamelessly take advantage and push you all around the store, including asking you to deal with the people you would have dealt with, had your job still existed when they should really be doing all of that themselves.

I can't handle it. I can't go back. I don't want to. I'm on the verge of I don't know what, but it feels terrible and I don't want to do this anymore.