My attitude and personality seem to change day by day by day. Just when I'm feel really uneasy about everything, The Boy does something that reminds me of how much I love him and why I love him in the first place. He's so entirely selfless. He loves making other people happy and he seems to enjoy making me happy, even though there's times when him just being there is enough. I'm very lucky to have him in my life. And I think my insecurities are normal. This is the first big thing since V, so it was never going to be easy.