Quite frankly, I'm starting to forget why I started this in the first place. By this, I refer to my relationship. Thats how insane things are. One minute it's all UP and next, it's well and truly DOWN. It's the most amazing day outside and the Boy wants to sit on his ass in front of his computer. I just want to get out somewhere, anywhere. But no. And I've had enough of it. He brings up self esteem issues almost as much as I do, but there'll be days when he just won't leave the house except to drive somewhere and even then only in his damn car. I've had enough. But talking, is pointless. So I have to remain silent, knowing that even if I did say something, the chances of him understanding are slim.

Anyway, it's not like I haven't said it all before.